A Hurtful Love

I know I did you wrong when I left you by yourself.
But I didn't know how to tell you
So I left a letter on the shelf.
I did love you once, don't get me wrong,
But I saw how you were treating me
And I grew strong.
Pushing me against the wall
And giving me a shove here nad there,
Which only grew worse.

Tell me what I did to deserve this rejection?
All I wanted to do was to love you
And your attention.
I couldn't understand how you could hurt me
Over the years I have grown accustomed to your meaness
But I can barely tell you that
thanks to you
A side of me has died
Baby, I'm sorry for leaving you
But now I have to go
If you truely loved me
your wouldn't have been mean
to your one true love.

Softly

She sits on her bed and
softly she cries
Her hands hold her head
softly she cries
Her mind has only on thought,
Her heart has only one pain and
softly she cries
The tears fall from her eyes
still and silent
The only sound is her breath
and the breaking of her heart
her world has fallen and
softly she cries
her dreams have become
shattered and broken
on teh shore
as the waves
crash around her
she feels the salt burn her heart
the water's mist feels her eyes and
softly she cries

My heart

I can feel your arms around me,
yet my hands cannot touch you.

You speak your love to me everyday,
yet my ears cannot hear you.

I look at your beauty all around me,
yet my eyes cannot see you.

Only my heart can feel you, hear you,
and see you.

It is there that you live and will
always be kept.

Pain

The pain runs deep
deep in my soul.
There is no end to the pain I feel.
Don't speak a word until you know
the pain I feel.
Don't speak a word until you hear
the cries.
Don't speak a word until you see
the tears fall.
Don't speak a word until you can
put an end to the pain that runs deep,
deep in my soul...

Random rambling

Do u remember those nights we always got in fights
and u always made it my fault
Did u ever stop to think
That maybe one less drink
Wud have put an end to it all
Stabbing words and cold shoulders turned
Kicking and screaming
And even some bleeding
Ending with a night of
Unpassionate love

That night that u hit me
And a shoved my blade deep in you