Friends Taken From Us & The Stupidity Behind It

I got a facebook invite today. I typically don't look at this til the last minute, because I dont go out. But I got this one today that I opened because it started with RIP, and I immediatly thought, oh crap, somebody else I know has died!

Rahem

 

 

Over the past year or so, people around me keep dying, and not of natural causes. December 10, 2007, Rahem "Radio" Still was stabbed while trying to break up a fight at a bus stop one afternoon. He was stabbed multiple times, once in the heart. He died in the hospital, which was on 3 hour lockdown because authorities thought the crime could be gang related due to the location of the murder. Rashon Arturo Martine pleaded guilty to involuntary manslaughter, and was just sentenced to a maximum of 74 months in prison! The minimum is 54 months. I think a life sentence is in order for taking the life of a 21 year old man. I guess sometimes the justice system just doesnt work the way that we want it to.

 

Derek

On April 26, 2008 a very close high school classmate of mine was murdered. Derek Hodge was 21 years old, when authorities found him shot in the head inside his apartment located not far from NC A&T University where he was a student. For so long police had no leads on his murder, the NC Governor approved a $5000 reward for information leading to an arrest, crimestoppers added $2000 and the family added an additional $3000. A little over a year later, US Marshalls arrested Jaguar Emanuel Wright in Springfield Massachusets. Forensic evidence led to the arrest. There is no sentence as of yet.






In 2009, Whitney Monique Mangum, 21 was struck and drug by a vehicle early one morning after leaving the club. Whitney had been in an arguement/altercation with the occupants of the vehile. When it took off and she was still latched on. It is believed that Whitney dropped from the car, and the car then ran over her. She was picked up by another vehicle and taken to the hospital where she died from injuries during the incident. The driver, Phylicia Olivia Price, 24 was picked up a few miles from the incident. She has been charged with felony hit-and-run, facing a 30 month prison sentence if convicted. The family of Whitney wants Price charged with murder.

Whitney

Danny

March 28, 2010, Daniel Ernesto Barillas was killed in a fatal car accident. He was 34 years old, and left a fiance, and 2 children, along with family. I didnt even hear about his death until months after. From what I have been told, he was driving his beloved Maserati thru Raleigh when the police got behind him and he fled. He was going over 100mph when he crashed. Daniel was a very upstanding man, and the only reason he would have been fleeing is due to driving with no license. He was a loving prancster. His life will be celebrated on his favorite day of the year, April Fools day!

I wrote this awhile ago, and I never got around to posting it, there are more to add by now, but I will come back and either edit this one or do a part two. To all my friends that are partying up stairs, you are gone but never forgotten !

Finishing the Sleeves

Layed out flat

I eventually got more yarn from the girl who drew the sweater. Ill try to sum up things a little more quickly. I finished the sleeve. It got harder towards the finishing because I had to work the decreases in the right shape. But I did it. Go me! And because I wrote it out and the other sleeve is identical, I made the second sleeve so fast.

Folded in Half

So now I wanna focus on the front and back of the sweater but of course I'm out of yarn. So I decide to figure out the ribbed cuffs she wanted. I used a chuncky not so bulky grey yarn that she picked (supposedly it matches the cream/grey pinstrip Oxford that goes underneath). I know how to make something look ribbed. But I had to figure out how to attached the two (sleeve and cuff). The simplest way seemed to be picking up stitches. And almost all basic knitting books I have and online show you how. Ohhhh how those step by step pictures suck. Lol. But I figured it out. ;)

Now that I had picked up all the stitches from the sleeve, I needed to figure out how I wanted the cuff. I tried a few different things and decided on doubling the yarn and using size 15 needles, which made it tighter and not so holey since the main yarn used with size 50 is REALLY thick.

I finally got it like I wanted (writting the pattern down along the way), bonded off. And repeated on the second sleeve.

Now I just have to wait to get more (ALOT more) yarn from her for the front and back.

Close up of the actual cuff

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Current Knitting Project --- part 2

Okay, so I figured out the right amount to cast on (made a note of it, for the other sleeve & for my first written pattern). I was going with a trial and error method but I haven't had a error yet (cross my fingers). I decreased at just the right places (my guessing turned out good). I used a combination of k2tog and ssk. In different ways/orders, sometimes not repeatedly. I layed out what I have so far on the sleeve pattern she cut for me. Issue, I've run out of yarn and I'm about two inches (4 rows) from the bicep line....still have to attempt to correctly and evenly decrease for round shoulder.

I texted the designer and told her I needed more yarn immediately. She said she had class the next day so she could get it to me Wednesday. I hope she gets it to me tomorrow because I still need to finish the sleeve (may be quite difficult) and still do the other sleeve. Not to mention the front and back of the sweater lol. And this is just garmet one lol.

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Dilemma : knit a specific sweater with no pattern

size 50 needles , OMG

A girl I met threw a friend is a design/textile/fashion student at NCSU. One night she mentioned a meeting she had with her knitting instructor. I told her that I knit and the conversation went from there. To try to sum it up quickly, she enrolled in Charleston's fashion week. So she has to design a collection of 12 items. Two of which, are knitted. Keep in mind she has never even knit a single stitch. She told me she would pay me to make them for her. I agreed because I desperately need the money, I love knitting and maybe this can open some doors for me. I mean, heck it will be in Charleston Fashion Week.

We met at Helio's one day and she showed meeting the yarn she had. It came from the textile department and was basically two different colored cotton from bins that they had to spin together. Its beautiful, nice, thick and chuncky just like she needed. Problem, it pulls apart so easily you can barely pull on it. Meaning it was going to be hard to knit. Another great thing is that we are using size 50 needles. So with huge needles and thick chunky yarn, it should take no time to Knit.

WRONG!!!! She has no pattern, just a drawing of a woman wearing a chunky knitted sweater. So .... how do I know what to knit. Ahhh didn't realize that she just had an "idea" and the whole structure, composure, etc would be up to me. So she drew out a typical sleeve pattern. Now I have to figure out how many stitches to cast on to make it the width she desired. And which is the best method to use for decreasing on this garment, which is knit in stockinette stitch. The wrist starts out wide and continually gets skinner all the way up to the bicep, where I then have to figure out how to make this rounded off shoulder. Ahhh help. Oops don't pull too hard or the yarns gonna break. Okay, I'm going to work on this sleeve and equations of width and decreases some more.

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Funny AA Joke

Okay, so I heard this at a speaker meeting the other night. I wish I had had paper to write it down, because I know now I'll mess it up, like I do most jokes. Okay so here goes...

A man arrives in heaven, standing before a Patron Saint, anyways --- the man told him there had been a mistake, he didn't belong there (heaven). The saint said, oh no we make no mistakes, lets take a walk and see where you fit in (are most comfortable, wanna reside). So they walk down a hall and the saint opens the first door. Inside are people on their knees praying, crossing themselves (sign of the cross), the man asks, "who are they?". Those are the Catholics replied the Saint. "Oh no, I don't belong there." So they walk and open a second door, the room is filled with people standing facing forward praying. The man asks "Who are they?", "Those are the Protestants" replied the Saint. "Oh no!" So they proceeded to the third door. The Saint opens the door and laughter errupts, and the room is filled with smoke and the aroma of coffee. "And who are they?" Asks the man. "Well we just don't know, they wont tell us!" Replied the saint. "I think this is where I'll stay (belong)!" Says the man ^_^

HAHAHA ---- ie anonymity

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Oh Crap, I'm Starting To Like...

so i don't really like, well, much of anything. and the things that i do, i keep to myself.  i have no friends and sometimes i wish i did, but then i get really scared when i start to make them. and get close with them. and when i get scared, i run. Ive really been enjoying myself a lot lately, and I'm not sure what to do about it. life has been pretty depressing and tons of other words that i could use right now. i want to take pictures, it makes me happy, i wish i was modeling again, i wish i could get my hair colored and a dread perm (desperately needed), i wish i was in college studying and working on a career, i wish the man i love was here. i wish i didn't require so much attention. i wish i didn't care so much. i wish i had a street/road bike. i wish i had an income, i pray that i get a job soon. i wish i could offer my son more. i wish my back didn't hurt every single second of every day. i wish i didn't feel bad when people buy me food because i only eat once a week.  i wish i could get another tattoo, a piercing is also coming soon, i can honestly say if one of those two doesn't happen soon, i will be pulling out the razor. and by saying these things, being honest, people don't want to be my friend because they think that i am crazy. maybe i am, but i think I've come to accept it. yea i have some crazy tendencies, but i would never hurt another person unless threatened, i have the biggest caring heart, i love helping others when possible, I'm a hard work, i have a great sense of humor when people can pull it out of me. I'm terrified i will hurt someones feelings because I'm very blunt and think that we shouldn't hide things from others. okay, I'm gonna try to sleep now.

Clubbing During My Sobriety

I don't think think my sponsor or anyone else in sobriety would recommend going out to a club when you have less than 60 days clean like me.  But I'm Nicole .... that means that I have to test things and find things out for myself.  I worked all day at my good "friends" restaurant.  I had a few hours at home before a meeting was to start.  Another friend of mine (current drinker) calls because he wanted to stop by and hang out for a few, I said that was fine.  We basically talked for a few about certain questions he had about my sobriety.  How do I have fun, what are meetings like, why do I go, etc.  I answered his questions and then I asked if he would like to go with me, since it was an open meeting.  He decided to come get me, I picked another friend up and then we drove to the meeting. He enjoyed it and stated that it was very different from what he expected.  But he wasn't ready to take that step.  Which is completely fine.  We stopped and grabbed some taco bell, I dropped everyone off and then my friend that I had worked for that day came and picked me up.  We went back to the restaurant to shut down and then we decided to go see a bartender friend of ours.  We went to Trim, which is the old Basement.  It is completely renovated.  The structure is the same, but the walls look different and the lights are pretty lol.  There is a nice DJ now, and there are some cool VIP sections (small). 

This was my first time out since I got sober. I was still dressed very sexy but in a sweater (with cleavage) and some leggings with flat boots.  It was crazy being around so many people that we overly intoxicated and it was early.  It was shocking! Girls that were dressed up in fancy dresses, nice hair-do's and heals, with perfect makeup.  Stumbling around, dancing crazy ( not caring what the people watching thought), and then falling into the bathroom, asking their friends for water.  20 minutes later, they would be out at the bar again ordering shots.  And that's not to mention how weird it was being around my personal friends.  Seeing what drunk looked like, and it being somebody you know.  After I had been annoyed enough, I was so ready to go.  I was hoping that my friend didn't realize that time was changing that night and there was an extra hour of drinking left.  Luckily, I said let's go, and that's what we did.  I went straight home and got in bed and slept like a baby.  Remembering where I put everything, not loosing my car, and not waking up with a hangover, with no memory of the night before.  It felt great! So until my next outing.  Mz. Redd ^_^