Homework --> Writing Down My Drinking History

So my sponsor gives me some reading to start in the Big Book, and some reading (the 1st Step in the 12/12) ... along with some worksheets involving the 1st Step. I was then told to start writing down my drinking history! HA! I made sure to ask that this wasn't to be done immediately. I thought about it for a few days, especially how to start it. I mean, do I think back to the first time I took a sip of alcohol. I think I was probably 13. And I sipped some, didn't like it and decided to just finish smoking my joint. After thinking about how to start writing it, I convinced myself that I couldn't start until I had a really good journal. I stopped by Barnes & Noble after picking up my sister in Cary and dropping her in Raleigh by the mall. Grabbed some Starbucks (compliments of them seeing as it was my birthday month) then stopped to grab the journals before going to a meeting. Two days later, I finalllllly decided to start writing, took the plastic off and was shocked! The damn thing didn't have lines! How in the world can I start writing when its just blank paper. This gave me another 2 days to procrastinate. Now, once I close this computer --- I am going to ATTEMPT to start writing. Wish me luck ^_^